Oschestra of life- 2015

Whoa! Its a new season!

2015 is here, really seeing how wide open it is welcoming us!

I couldn't imagine time ran really really fast and didn't wait for me this year! Just yesterday, catching up with old friends of mine- 21st birthday party was moment of recollecting old painful; sorrowful; joyful; bitter-sweet memories.

The gossips; our plans after grauduation; BGR; car license; clubbing; exclusive contents; hot news? uhmm....

Honestly, felt like my night was filled with tangerine, cherry and chestnut! Yikes, staying its because I delight in the company yet disliking the gossips and little talks! I missed them, but God what are they really searching for in their lives? Are they lost? Can I help?  Midst of busyness- 3 years of long-awaited gathering; the very 1st 21st birthday party in 2015.

Back to the topic of 21! YES! I'am Twenty-one in 2.5 months time? My friends, and company they are too! Prob its fast because my 20' was an unprepared year for me. Undoubtfully, everyone close to me knows my story or probably not the entire. Well, I would say January till Dec were filled with story-joy and was His daily sufficient Grace that held me by and through. (Read my previous post)

I am not sure whatsup for me this year! Simply listen was 2 word I believe God placed in my heart- holding on so close to me. Desiring to start my new season right by taking a step of faith into mission trip to indo! It was the prompting of the Lord. 

But Jan'15- M already feeling the stretch from my Mum- someone close to me. She disallowed the trip and my finance forbid me. I am praying and holding on to hope believing in Him that He will provide ya! 

2014'- a little me trying to get my lines rehearse, taking time to set up my stage beautifully ensuring there's no flaws, awaiting for audience to applause for me but i refused this in 2015. My eyes shall set on the Audience of One- the Oschestra of life, the conductor of my script. Tuning up more of Him and lesser of me. For there even when Darkness surrounding, i feel safe beneath my feet.