#throwback

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A little throwback- one of the highlights in the month of busyMarch in my life (at least). Thank you once again for everyone who had made it possible- in big or small ways. :') 
We are all coming to an end of April, whoa! 

I saw the blue flashing lights in my rear view mirror, and knew it was not a good sign. A quick glance at the speedometer revealed I was going faster than intended. It is accelerating that I couldn't see where I'm heading.  Can I request for a deceleration- a slowdown? 

Rewinding back, I felt that there were so much changes and surprises in my life :') Ever since

Leaders retreat | to my B'day Celebration | Mission Trip | Working in a student care- deciding for an Extension? | Praying for directions in life- Early childhood, Training and etc | Praying for a life partner | Praying for what's next. 

If ever I have a choice back-then, I would secretly love that time would stop and to travel overseas to a beautiful, quiet, peaceful place- not long, just for a week before the start of my current work. Or rather doing the things I really love. Hmm, example: Singing/jamming/recording in a studio or what sort ever to dance on the stage for the Audience of One... Or crazzy exciting things... 
Not to run away but to soak myself in readiness and heeding. Ohwell...

Besides the waiting for everything, I believe everything will fall in place simply and beautifully concurrently. Just that  I felt that (age) is catching up. YES, my AGE. I am 21, if I needed another year of waiting (probably not) I'll be 22. Lets say: this is just one part of my life's journey...
One year of studies and training + working (If God allows) I would be 24. If pursuing a degree, I would take another 2-3 years! &  thinking about it, seems like my dream-of-wedding at the age of 26 seems impossible :(  haha! "Nothing is impossible for God!" :') Alrighty, let's not get there, it will come when it comes! Guess at the end of the day, being with the right person is utmost important than the age of marriage or waiting to get marry! I strongly belief that Relationship is a commitment (no matter what's your age) and not just purely love. Our foundation must not build on how old one's age are but Whom we are fixing our Love on- Christ's love! Because it is Him we can find strength and courage to face each and every seasons we will go through together. 

Ultimately, I'll still chose to hang on to the promises that God has for me. He says in Jeremiah 29:11 that "For I know the plans I have for you,’ says the Lord, ‘plans for well-being and not for trouble, to give you a future and a hope." No matter how long the wait will be, I'll still trust in the timing of His despite the weariness and insecurities I have because I know He holds the paramount. God’s promises are not automatic. We must MOVE from knowing the promise, to believing the promise, to actually taking hold of the promise through obedient action in order to MAKE it a reality in our lives. It requires a STEP forward.