Thursday, April 23, 2015

Pa, deeply missed


Pa, you are deeply missed!
Today was one of those days...
It's not any other ordinary anniversary that I'm thinking about you but you are in my mind all along.
Even when mum nags; when I'm leading a lesson on gratitude; walking across the roads of Clementi remembering the blueprints you left in my heart; watching an emotional drama- scenes in hospital and ...  I miss riding behind your back; hearing you asking me questions about your hand-phone ; asking me if I had ate; lying down beside me when I was young and sick; secretly approaching me not to tell mum about what you had done.
I don't doubt there are much bitterness and sourish feel you gave me in my whole 20 years of my life but I could also remember the sweet memories you poured in my life... I wish to share so much more with you, but I can't (both in the past and the present). I used to dream of you celebrating my 21st b'day and walking me down the aisle. :') 
Still Pa, no matter what I'm gonna talk about you to my future boyfriend/husband and your grandsons/daughters :') 

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