Holding on- Hurricane

Is this chapter coming to an end?-Reality hits

M I holding the last few pages, unwilling to flip it through?-Its over

There's a new chapter ahead of me?-Tommorow :')

Why am I afraid to be vulnerable- To cry.

How are you? Are you ok? What happened?
So many questions all around.

Don't get me wrong, really appreciate different ones that came down. :') -M really encouraged and touched by all of you, through messages, calls, hugs, handshakes, etc. I needed it. Meeting different ones of you made my heart melt yet needed to contain my emotions to speak.

Pardon me, if I did not reply messages fast enough but things were really busy, worn-out by the short hours of disturbed sleep, emotional draining. A little blur part of me do not know what to do or what exactly to say but with a sincere and heartfelt

  thank-you to each one of you.

 Transition was a breeze, feelings sank in too quickly that probably needed time to breathe and find rest. Replying to messages like "How are you?, Are you better?, How's your mum?": I would say its a process through this season, I wouldn't say its completely well but m holding on to this Hope that He has given to me. Breaking-through in this grieving process requires one to hold on tightly and not let go in the midst of big oceans and seas, waves and hurricane; been assured that He is the angel by my side and He will get me through my night; allowing him to leave a Grace's mark in my heart, in this family. I truly believe that The Composer is composing a lovely and beautiful melody within. It is through this season where I'll see His glory be lifted high :')

Leaving all my worries behind (1 Peter 5:7), learning to rise above my feet.

            Bridge:                

I can sing through the storms

Dancing all around the rain

Lift my eyes above the wave

Hoping through the hurricane

Let my faith arise to hymn

A beautiful melody

Deeply missed...