God, honestly i don't know what to do.

My dream shattered that moment. That very moment. Its really beyond my imagination, indescribable feelings. God can i ask You why? Can i doubt for a moment?

I really don't know what to do. i feel so lost! Disappointed.

I really wonder why. The tests that i had went through, the assurance, that faith i had, the hope you gave me, the passion and desire. These are not fake yea? ITS REAL! But GOD?

God i pray You give me The strength to believe. God help me to walk through this. I dont want to let this be placed one side. But God to boldly face it. TO WALK THROUGH IT. I m not doubting that its going to be easy. But God its like a knife in my heart, cut it deep in. Deep in.

What Faith can do

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you're stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Maybe this is really a personal song that God is speaking to be right now. I m not going to let Go. I refused it. You promised it, and i m going to hang on and hold on to that promises. God, i refused to be defeated. i refused to stop believing, and i want to start believing.

Let The Water Rise

Don't know where to begin
Its like my world's caving in
And I try but I can't control my fear
Where do I go from here?

sometimes its so hard to pray
When You feel so far away
But I am willing to go
Where you want me to
God, I trust You

There's a raging sea
Right in front of me
Wants to pull me in
Bring me to my knees
So let the waters rise
If You want them to
I will follow You
I will follow You
I will follow You

I will swim in the deep
'Cuz You'll be next to me
You're in the eye of the storm
And the calm of the sea
You're never out of reach

God, You know where I've been
You were there with me then
You were faithful before
You'll be faithful again
I'm holding Your hand