Actually why often people put on a mask? Why must we put on layers after layers and not put on their real self. Their feelings, their emotions, their thoughts.

I Don't what's this mixed feelings about. I really want to sit down on the beach, to watch the night sky, to talk to God, to have someone to hear you out.

Maybe i will feel better?

Learning to cast my care and anxiety to God, learning to be transparent, learning to love, learning to be who i m in front of the people i love, learning to rise up and have faith, learning to let God take control, learning to let God search me, learning to face the cloud and find that silver lining. Learning to hope and dream again, learning to be vulnerable, learning to let my emotion out, learning to step out of the water. Learning...

Honestly, i wonder what will happen if i dare to show my discouragement and disappointment, to let people know, to cry like never before. To have someone to care and hear you out.

I m okay alright people. yup

God, i pray that you come and break my heart. & Lord let your healing hands to be upon me. God, just like any other children, their simple prayer -To Let Your unending love fill my heart once again...

Without Your love, i can't go on because i know i will be drained.

Without Your love, i can't serve because i m using my own strength

Without Your love, i can't go...