我毕业了!

Anatomy and physiology; pharmacology; sickness/diseases; psychology; sociology; research-logy- all these aren't me! I always believe myself as a humanities/arts person but not sciences... 

But

Today IS THE DAY- A day to celebrate my 3 years of success- milestone! Honestly, never would i believe that I would be standing at that place receiving my diploma certificate. For others maybe, but not me. I am amazingly astounded by His faithfulness standing by me the whole of 3 years! Because I never knew I would subtlety established a love-hate relationship with Nursing. It isn't a course that people would fall in love with because it requires all physical, emotions and social aspects. Spiritual perhaps. But in these 3 years, I grew to love it! I love the studies of every modules/projects and assignments (okay, maybe not all!); the practical part of applying my skills on real patients; the interacting skills with both old and young and understanding why some react in certain ways after understanding their diseases process (psychology- I love it!).. It then helped me developed a deep compassion for them, while I nurse them physically. It was difficult for me as I can't meet the spiritual/ emotional aspects of lives that I've met- due to my boundaries as a professional.

Hmm..

Throughout my nursing years, there were many fond and bitter memories, wasn't a bed of roses! If you follow my "little space" here, I recorded little memories of happenings- not all! Be it Friendships, internships, personal struggles, ministries and family...

Nursing became so real to me in the month of August last year 2014. The day after I completed my last paper in my nursing life- My dad was admitted to the hospital. Its was then the nursing terms became tangible to me.
 Today sincerely with all my heart. I secretly desire my dad to be here and most importantly the people that I loved to be here but well not all could make it. :') 

 It wasn't the path I intended it to be, it was Him. As one said to me before: "Serving others, Touching lives" -its my love language to people and yep! Nursing is and was a platform to touch and serve people & I am proud of this journey! 

Now, many asked me: "Are you going to continue Nursing?" My answer is "I don't know." I really don't know.. 
All that I knew was He said "a good platform," & "Nursing and your passion will become one." So let's await together to see what's ahead! :')

I truly thank mum for raising me up all these years. Thank you mama for being the doubling role as a parent all these while, I know its not easy :')  Thank you for been there when i needed to mini talks to get rid of my mind-problems!  And Jie for being the supportive sister in my life. Without an older sister, I guess i would be lost.. :) 

我毕业了!