I began to ponder for this season why am so anxious? What am I exactly waiting for? I guess I had an expectations and "this" expectations gave me hope- Promised land. It feels like the castle in the air, rosiness in my cheeks, entering into my world filled with fantasy and dreams. This went on as I search for the answer- for months. I found myself caught in bitter pill- weariness. Don't get me wrong on how I feel, certain mystery can't describe with words that's guarded in my heart all this while. :') Where are we heading next?
But another thought, God is preparing for one's heart to be ready. Anticipating on the beauty of God's timing, embracing God's melody in my songbook, surrendering to the tune of His life-story for my life so that at the end of the day, I could dance before the altar astoundingly with what He has orchestrated. :') I am believing.
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My pulse skipped a beat, and it went tachycardia...
People's souls are broken; they are ill on the physical; broken emotionally; dried up spiritually.
What it is that you are doing in my life? I see and hear the yearning and mourning of many hearts. Help me not to be ignorance but putting my hands into it.
Yes God! I fear of failing and fear of rejection but i know this generation needs an ablaze, needs a revival, more of Your power and Love.
Would You fill me up, till I am overflowing, and even till I running over. I want Your fire, the deep burning that stirs the passion and joy. Remove those fears and strongholds and other agendas within me. I am crying out for more for this generation. I want to be Your vessel, crying out for more of You.
People's souls are broken; they are ill on the physical; broken emotionally; dried up spiritually.
What it is that you are doing in my life? I see and hear the yearning and mourning of many hearts. Help me not to be ignorance but putting my hands into it.
Yes God! I fear of failing and fear of rejection but i know this generation needs an ablaze, needs a revival, more of Your power and Love.
Would You fill me up, till I am overflowing, and even till I running over. I want Your fire, the deep burning that stirs the passion and joy. Remove those fears and strongholds and other agendas within me. I am crying out for more for this generation. I want to be Your vessel, crying out for more of You.
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