With all that its happening in my mind and my heart, would really say that I m quite lost. I cannot imagine for the past 1 year what had happened, I truly thank God for the process, and definitely not a hype of hallucination or exclusive feelings I had. My blood flows in me, my heart beats with it, it wasn't just stirred by emotions or feelings. ITS REAL!

So this realness in me had came to a point where I need to face reality and all I could do is to pray. Some times running away from it does not solve the problem, but to FACE it, dare to face your feelings, dare to mix all the emotions up, dare to run to the Potter's hands, allowing him to mold you through the painful process, dare to step out of the boat and walk again on the water.

God, how long? How wide? How deep? How many times have I failed but yet Your love for me never fails?
































I am trusting in the heart of my God