Sleepless night. I guess I was filled with fears and thoughts were running through.
But for a moment I felt condemned, I prayed and guess assurance came from the Lord and soon I fell asleep.

Came across this.
But when Jesus saw her, He looked at her through different eyes and called her to Himself. With one word from Him, everything changed and would never be the same again. All of a sudden, she was somebody.
Your identity was established before the world began, in the heart and mind of God. Before you were wanted or not wanted by human hearts, before you were planned or not planned by human minds, you were wanted and planned in the heart and mind of God. Created by God…for God. Wow! That makes you important. You are valuable—and the simple but almost unbelievable reason is that God created you. You can judge a product’s worth and value by looking at the one who made it.

Psalm 139:13-16: For you created my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful; I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.


I do not have to find assurance from people to feel worthy, to feel love. Because the assurance comes from the Lord.

God, i pray that as you are leading me through this season of my life, it will be a season where I fully depend on Your strength. You know my deepest fear, my deepest thoughts and I pray that Your word will be like a double-edged sword that speak. I commit it to You, in Jesus name i pray Amen.