God's best

There's a cry in my heart for Your glory to fall For Your presence to fill up my senses There's a yearning again, a thirst for discipline A hunger for things that are deeper
Could You take me beyond? Could You carry me through? If I open my heart? Could I go there with You?
For what do I have if I don't have You, Jesus? What in this life, could mean anymore? You are my rock, You are my glory You are the lifter of my head Lifter of this head
- Cry of my Heart

For a moment, I wonder if its true? If its real?

It seems impossible, seems unreal.

True surrendering doesn't come with  a question mark behind every sentence. When i want more of the answer than God, is not surrendering.  When i believe that God has the best for me, He will never short-change me. & God i choose to believe.

First day of attachment. Had a tour around the hospital especially the ward i m posted to.  Very nice environment to be at.. Walk past the children ward. I saw this pretty girl, young and adorable but with some tubes around her face. I guess it stirred something within my heart. Learning to pray.

O right, miss my CAS boy. Happened that next 2 weeks of attachment is afternooon shift and cant be there :/ Well, little warrior i will be back ya! (: Praying for u!