Honestly, I feel lost.

Looking at my schedule, looking at the time i left before i start school, looking at the days ahead i just felt so dissatisfied. I don't like the feeling of hanging there and feeling so helpless. I cant be indifferent and unbothered about my life.

I really want something that i really enjoy. God there is no reason why you place a desire in my heart and you don't make a way right?
Weeks after weeks had gone by, if you ask me how has my week been? Yup, its great working with the Children in New Town Carehearts, its great that i m able to see my life making a difference and impact in their lives, its awesome creating an atmosphere for them to learn and giving them room to share their thoughts. I thank God that i obeyed Him by volunteering myself there this week.

Felt pressurized. By my mum, my sis, by myself.

God You make a way, till March, till April.

I pray that there will be such a deep assurance from you that i m able to go forth with Your strength and confidence. I pray that this process of molding and waiting will not be just a process. God, let my life be such an impact to others, let my life be fully surrender to You that I will not be afraid and to dare to stand and proclaim that You are good, to stand with my arms open wide to declare Your faithfulness.

Let my life be Yours and yours alone. Let this waiting be a process to teach me patience. & understand that You are a God who knows Your timing. Let Your timing be Yours and not mine. Let my eyes not fixed only at the small puzzle but God to look at the big picture that Your are painting.
In Your most precious name, Amen

- Your Child, Ave