Raindrops

Its the raindrops that keep me pondering. Its always during these days which i feel something. I don't think i m able to describe and understand those feelings actually. But well, it feels good staring blank and start reflecting and dreaming.

I m actually quite frustrated with the whole situation since Fri. i just pray that things God you will take Your place. For You say to look forward and leave behind the past. I m, but ya. I believe He has something else better for me and i m starting to believe and looking forward to it.

Felt uncertain actually. Words and comments are easily "spattered" out from their mouth. And honestly, i was affected. M assured of God's plan for me but the way i m going doesn't seems like i m going to reach His plans. I m kinda Frustrated with it because its an assurance for Him before. But well, i m still going to take on whatever it is and i don't want to lose sight of what God has for me. Its a journey i need and i m going to go through. Its going to be tough for a sure but somehow along the way, encouragement, prayers and God's strength are needed. Yep :D

Went Nania Exhibition with the RV girls and with Jacq, MZ, John, Zhien... Walking in the rain makes me think a lot also. Well, God didn't create Adam alone yea. There isn't meaning to walk this journey alone Praying that God will prepare me as a person, praying that i will find the right partner and praying through the things i want to see God do in the person's life. I believe He will show me in due time. Let everything be in place first and letting God be the center of My Life first in my Studies, Work, Family, Ministry.